I'm still getting views in this blog although I haven't updated it in such a long time!
Surprise!
You deserve to find happiness and I don't want to be the one who will stop you from doing so. I may not ever be ready for what you are expecting. If you wait for me, you might just be waiting in vain.
You still have a long way ahead of you while I had been damaged a long time ago. Don't let me stop you from being happy. It's difficult for me to let go of something very special to me, but I already am full of cracks. A tighter grip on me might make me break and the pieces may just bleed you. I'm sorry. I really am.
You'll eventually find someone who can love you and treat you better than I can, someone who you can truly be happy with.
It's not easy to let you go, believe me, but I realized I won't be good for you. If you continue holding on to me, I can't promise that you won't get hurt and I don't want to see you get hurt. Especially not by me.
Letting you go might be the biggest mistake I'll ever make but I don't want to be selfish anymore. I've told you before that the reason why I stay with you is because you make me happy. I'm happy when I'm with you, but I realized you won't be truly happy just loving me. You deserve to be loved back.
Out there, somewhere, someone can love you the way you deserve.
Right now, you say you're okay with all that. You say that I should just let you love me and you'll be happy that way, but you're just drunk from what we had. Eventually, when you find another someone special, you'll realize you can be happier than you are with me.
In lieu of the recent victory of Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao... I just couldn't resist posting this hilarious poster:
I was never really a fan or a big supporter of Pacquiao. In fact I try as much as possible to avoid anything that has got to do with him, but this one really made me laugh!
Here are a couple more parodies...
Yes... After days of waiting... I finally got my hands on this amazingly sleek gadget, the Samsung Omnia.
I've said before that patience is a virtue... but I'll also say that there's a thin line between patience and martyrdom and martyr is not a word I would like to be attached to me. So I figured bitching about matters that irritate can get the job done faster.
At any rate, after getting delayed for three days, the handset was finally delivered... actually, it wasn't... I had to pick it up because the delivery guys couldn't find our address. But after waiting for days, I didn't care anymore. I just wanted to have that phone on my hands!
So there... after all the hullabaloo, I've got my precious with me. I'm happy now.
I've waited for so long... so very, very long.
Then what? Nothing!
My beloved never came to me... My beloved Samsung Omnia, supposedly delivered to me today before 5PM, never came. Imagine the disappointment and the frustration I felt as I reluctantly left the house, losing all hopes that my beloved handset will arrive.
Earlier when I woke up, I was already excited. I was finally going to see the handset I've waited for and feel it in my bare hands... But, I said to myself, patience is a virtue.
So I waited... and waited... and waited...
3:00 PM
No deliveries, yet. By this time, I would have normally been in the office but I decided to come in late to wait for the arrival of my precious Omnia.
3:30 PM
Still no package arrived. I decided to take a shower and hoped that by the time I was done, the courier service would have found their way to our house.
4:00 PM
Any time, now... it should be here any time.
I was done showering and was watching TV. I had no idea what was on; my mind was still on the handset I've been waiting for.
4:30 PM
It was getting late and I had to leave the house in a few minutes, but still I haven't received any packages so I decided to call up my Telco provider to follow up.
As usual, they weren't of any help. All they had to tell me was wait until 5:00 PM.
Again, I thought, patience is a virtue.
5:00 PM
Indeed, patience is a virtue... and I was quickly losing all virtues.
I called again to tell my Telco provider that the package hasn't arrived yet, and for the nth time, they provided no help. All they said was that they'll be contacting their materials department to follow up on the status of the delivery and that they'll call me up as soon as they have a reply. I was also advised to wait until 6:00 PM. Right... like I had no more important things to do than wait!
5:30 PM
Frustrated and extremely disappointed, I finally gave in and decided that the package most probably won't be arriving any time soon. I called again to ask for the courier service's contact numbers and the delivery's tracking number so I could just make the follow up myself. Unfortunately, my Telco provider's call-in service was, at most, useless and were not able to give me any usable information.
So now I'm blogging about this, still frustrated... still disappointed... yet still excited. The excitement won't stop until I get my hands on that Omnia... By Monday, hopefully...
I can't believe it's been almost a month since my last post. Well, yeah... I can believe it, actually.
I've been a little busy lately. Not at work, no... my job's still boring as ever. I've gone to family affairs, several parties, a couple of dates, and a few... uhmmm, enough.
Anyway, there've been a lot of things I've thought of blogging about but haven't had the chance to really sit down and write. I've wanted to blog about my valentines date, but though I'd rather reserve that part to myself. I've thought of blogging about one of the parties with a couple of friends where we all ended up with unbelievable hangovers but I couldn't remember half of the details of what happened that night. I've thought of writing about my friend whose complicated life can be an inspiration for many writers, but that's her life, not mine to blog about. I also wanted to publish my failure to launch the new design for this blog but that would just lead me to wallow in self-pity.
So after 28 days full of activities and so many things to blog about, I still have no clue what to write.
Come to think of it, I really have no idea why I'm maintaining a blog, anyway...
I couldn't remember when was the last time I enjoyed my job... It has become painstakingly, unbearably and unbelievably boring.
Really, It's a tired job, not tiring. I could go through the most boring movie better than I could go through this one.
I am so bored right now that I've had time to come up with the top ten signs that notified me I'm bored. Read on if you dare...
3 hours and thirty-five minutes more to go. I wonder which finger's nail should I start clipping?
